Oh gosh, GOSH. It has been such a hectic month (2 months actually) and I've been wanting to write a post since forever but I didn't have time to and yeah, it's sem break now! Well I'm already half way through the second week to be exact and hell is gonna break loose again real soon. And oooh, I haven't even done half of what I planned to do in my 2 week break, so much for sightseeing and food hunt, actually revising the whole 2 chapters of spec maths which I missed out while focussing on SATs, chemistry assignment outline and actually doing notes for chemistry and physics.
College was alright and I managed to make a few awesome friends there and has been to the major event for my course already which was a rave party in which I jumped non-stop for hours lol (resulting in calves ache the next day), it was my first time in a rave party but well it wasn't that bad except the fact that we aren't given any drinks other than red bull there.
Well, why it has been so tiring I don't even have time to sit down and breathe (and I really don't understand how my friends can still go dating like everyday??) is because I have 5 subjects and all the exams and assignments and lab reports come pouring in at the same time and due the same week so it's like, oh my gosh. You really have to manage your time very well or else you have to sacrifice either your assignments, tests, or sleep. (sleep is not an option I only get 4 hours of sleep a day!!!) The tests were kind of terrible actually, we only have such limited time (like, what, 50 minutes?) to complete our assessment and in spm you get to take your own sweet time to do every question and check them (or sleep, in my case) but for my SATs even if I rushed like mad I wasn't able to finish the papers. But yeah! Thank God for lab reports to pull my grades up. It was still new to me and I don't really know what I should include in the report to get an A+ or what is it I have to correct, but at least we get longer period to do it and we can discuss it. But the thing is there will tend to be assholes copying your folios or assignments you've spent days and nights doing it and bam, they just take your hard work asking if they could have it for reference to theirs and they just copy the whole freaking thing because they didn't have time to complete and they started too late. Yeah. OK. I'm totally fine. I'm totally fine with you copying stuff I've sacrificed my sleep doing just to let you have fun all the nights while I'm doing it. Oh well, those are college assholes for you, I've met a lot of them and gah, not surprised.

Oh oh, and we actually had oral test for English. As you know speaking has always been a problem to me but this was slightly better because this was one-to-one with our lecturer BUT it was audio recorded and will be sent to Aussie for moderation.  We're going to have our presentation video recorded and sent to Aussie too later this year so oh gosh, how am I going to survive that??! Kind of satisfied with my oral test grade though, got an A- which was out of my expectation heh.

And OH MY GOSH, I'm an adult already!! How am I already an adult though, (still not over the fact that I'm not able to sing sixteen going on seventeen guy version already, I mean, I waited 16 years for that what do you mean I can't sing now...) still not ready for grown up stuff, and 'the real world' and responsibilities. Finally legal they said, I really don't know what I can do now that I wasn't allowed before with such strict parents around though HAHA.
My day was okay I guess, friend treated me lunch and I walked around the mall aimlessly for the whole afternoon (oh did I mention how much I spent last month... I think I've gone crazy because I haven't been to malls for a long time gosh and I thought I deserved to have them so hehehhe) (I should actually do a taobao haul post for that even though I didn't buy THAT much but yeah, why not, if I have the time) (IF) just because of the dinner at night. It was nice, I managed to have friends who would surprise me on my birthday even though I already guessed that, but still, the cake surprised me heh.

But man, I need more holidays I don't feel like going back to college life again mannn. Before college started everyone told me we have more freedom in college and it wasn't as hectic and disciplined in high school. Gosh how is high school even hectic?? I could sleep everyday after school and not do homework and sleep in class but I cannot do any of these in college already. College is not a place that we're allowed to chill, no one to back you up, you pay for your own fees, what's gone, is gone. No one to tell you to come to class, no one to discipline you, no one to hold the cane and ask you to do your homework. I wasn't doing all too good in first semester because there has been a lot of procrastinating but it is true that I've been really busy, I was kind of disappointed in myself after the pledge I've made after getting my spm results and my constant reminder to myself to stop being so chill for goodness sake. (where is your sense of urgency???)  Man, I've got to buck up already, catch up with everything I have no time to loose man. I've no idea when will be the next time I will be updating so ciao guys,
wish me luck xx




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